Labile

curhat, curhat, curhat. Seems like that's the only thing I've been doin' lately. My big mouth will started to gab about my life & its problems whenever I got the chance. And I hate myself like this. I'm always trying to look at the bright side and becoming an optimistic person, because my mom said I'm too pessimistic, negative of a person. But it's getting harder lately. Since the last time I blogged, waaaaaaaaaaaay many things had happened.  From the oldest, when my school went to a place called Situraja AND created a lot of memories there. To the latest, when I got typhus and have to rest on my bed and skipped school for a few days. I look back to this whole 5 weeks and think... Wow, that's a lot in just 5 weeks!  So I think, maybe I've became moody like this because I just needed to breakdown at some point. The problem is, my school agenda won't tolerate that. Next week is Summative Week. Holy Summative Week. The scores I'll earn on Summative will represent what I've learn from my whole 6 months studying in the XI grade. So, this isn't the time to breakdown at all. fffffff
Oh, by the way, I didn't know what curhat is in English, the closest thing that pops into my mind is whining. But it's a little different from that. Yeah, it is.